yeh kaise ho gaya?
My boards result was out yesterday!I wrote a post yesterday,which vanished! 89.2%! Like always my mom and dad had no complaints, they insisted to be more focussed and come out with better results because I knew they had anticipated somewhere around 92-93% whcih I couldn't do!
I reacted to my result negatively, the moment I saw my marks on screen, but I knew I deserved this because I had wasted a hell lot of time and had to make up in february by waking up all nights!
..and today morning I woke and the first thing I did was to attend to a call waiting, that was of my sir. I knew what would be the next:
Sir: kya hua neha? kitne marks aaye?
Me: umm..89.2%.
Sir: awww...yeh kaise ho gaya?
Yeh kaise ho gaya! Now thats an interesting question. The tone with which the question was put up made sense to me as if marks were reserved for me but still I didn't get. ...and I know my teachers expected much more from me and I couldn't live up to their expectations. All blames to me!
But mind you, I don't care about anybody who don't care about me.There are people to discourage you. I know it was my fault. But I am not the one whom you can force to take up rat poison and say, man, you've 89, why not 90? Whether these marks matter in the long run or not , I have always taken my exams seriously. I know a number of people will certainly be calling me from all over since this news is in newspaper by now that results are out, to bug me and people whom, as I had said, I met before my birth. No matter what people will say,I don't care.
..and I am not dissapointed but I am happy. 89 is good. very good. at least if I would have made it to 90s, I am sure I would continue to neglect my studies. So theres always good behind everything. I am just too glad for my parents have always stood by me. ..and to abhi, who just made my day with a lovely congratulation card and a challenging:P + wonderful message attached. You are the best brother. You seriously encouraged me. Not only after my results but before examination as well.
and this message worked as compose dose for me just before examination:
tu tension mat le nanhi.bina kisi pressure ya tension ke ja.mai jaanta hoon you think of results,but yaad rakh,century ek ek ball khelne se banti hai. so don't rush ahead. b in the present and aram se exam de. take it from tera bhai who has seen al these exams and is just like u-bilkul normal exams hote hai.
Wonder if he's reading this!..and thanks to all those people for the best of luck and wishes and congratulations and encouraging words.. :)
..and I have lots of things to re-build and look back. I'll tell you, I won't dissapoint anybody, anybody who are special to me. whoa..I am chill, all this temper because of the teacher who called up!..and a number of calls still expected. Say whatever you want, it won't discourage me.Scream at the top of your voice, 89? huh?, I'll get this earphone and will be shaking to the tune of any rocking english song. If they feel 89 is like...whatever..you swallow the rat poison, I don't care... :P
mujhe itna gussa kyun aata hai? :O
I reacted to my result negatively, the moment I saw my marks on screen, but I knew I deserved this because I had wasted a hell lot of time and had to make up in february by waking up all nights!
..and today morning I woke and the first thing I did was to attend to a call waiting, that was of my sir. I knew what would be the next:
Sir: kya hua neha? kitne marks aaye?
Me: umm..89.2%.
Sir: awww...yeh kaise ho gaya?
Yeh kaise ho gaya! Now thats an interesting question. The tone with which the question was put up made sense to me as if marks were reserved for me but still I didn't get. ...and I know my teachers expected much more from me and I couldn't live up to their expectations. All blames to me!
But mind you, I don't care about anybody who don't care about me.There are people to discourage you. I know it was my fault. But I am not the one whom you can force to take up rat poison and say, man, you've 89, why not 90? Whether these marks matter in the long run or not , I have always taken my exams seriously. I know a number of people will certainly be calling me from all over since this news is in newspaper by now that results are out, to bug me and people whom, as I had said, I met before my birth. No matter what people will say,I don't care.
..and I am not dissapointed but I am happy. 89 is good. very good. at least if I would have made it to 90s, I am sure I would continue to neglect my studies. So theres always good behind everything. I am just too glad for my parents have always stood by me. ..and to abhi, who just made my day with a lovely congratulation card and a challenging:P + wonderful message attached. You are the best brother. You seriously encouraged me. Not only after my results but before examination as well.
and this message worked as compose dose for me just before examination:
tu tension mat le nanhi.bina kisi pressure ya tension ke ja.mai jaanta hoon you think of results,but yaad rakh,century ek ek ball khelne se banti hai. so don't rush ahead. b in the present and aram se exam de. take it from tera bhai who has seen al these exams and is just like u-bilkul normal exams hote hai.
Wonder if he's reading this!..and thanks to all those people for the best of luck and wishes and congratulations and encouraging words.. :)
..and I have lots of things to re-build and look back. I'll tell you, I won't dissapoint anybody, anybody who are special to me. whoa..I am chill, all this temper because of the teacher who called up!..and a number of calls still expected. Say whatever you want, it won't discourage me.Scream at the top of your voice, 89? huh?, I'll get this earphone and will be shaking to the tune of any rocking english song. If they feel 89 is like...whatever..you swallow the rat poison, I don't care... :P
mujhe itna gussa kyun aata hai? :O
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Please remember, how much you score is not everything. It is the stuff inside your head that really counts.
Cheers, sis!
And Mian gussa khan , yeh to ek exam tha , abhi aap aur padenge , fir aap apni moped chalate hue iss duniya mein niklenge etc etc..iss sab mein you will always have people who will love you , and people who don't love you.And those who love you will always love you ( chahe tu unke sar pe matka fod de ) , and those who dont will not be happy at any success you get . so dont live the anger at these people , live with the love of the former set of people.hai allah , main itti badi badi baatein iss nanhi see umar mein kaise kar leta hoon !!! :p..abe yeh sab chod , bass chill maar ! congrats again.
You pulled off all-nighters? I tried that once, but fell asleep midway.
i want to explain u something in 1 of ur fav sub's language.
HERE IT GOES:the efficiency of a machine is measured by the amount of work done over it and the output which it gives...
and i think our machine has more than 100% efficiency as v had put in realy less in terms off studies and hey 89% is realy a respectable marks.v are sailing the same boat yaar. comon cheer up now....and i think sensible people wud find ur marks respectable enough and abhi to sirf semi-finals hai the grand finale is still to come.
so smile !!!!!!
i want to explain u something in 1 of ur fav sub's language.
HERE IT GOES:the efficiency of a machine is measured by the amount of work done over it and the output which it gives...
and i think our machine has more than 100% efficiency as v had put in realy less in terms off studies and hey 89% is realy a respectable marks.v are sailing the same boat yaar. comon cheer up now....and i think sensible people wud find ur marks respectable enough and abhi to sirf semi-finals hai the grand finale is still to come.
so smile !!!!!!
congratulations!!!!!!
:)
guddd hai yaar
90% is just a mental thing...i mean not that mental...
hehe...anywayz wat i meant was that 89is as gud as 90..so dunt u get so gussa-wussa...
I am telling you this, neha, abhi some time later tu apane gusse koh yaad karegi aur hasegi...yar...90% se koi nahi hota hai..koi nahi....
u have a gud %age ..be happy..jisko joh bolana hoga, bolega hi...
89% rox..!
congrats once again:)
arks are just one such paramater to assess you.. Not the only!
thank you. :)
I dare not disagree.
PS: I am sorry, I couldn't reply to your offliners. Don't mind please.
@ hitler's soul
haha. track rakho..dekhte hain, kiski jeet hoti hai. :P
Hmmm...tu kab se itna badda ho gaya? itni badi baatein? :P
//And those who love you will always love you ( chahe tu unke sar pe matka fod de )
kash yeh sach hota..ya fir the one whom I thought loves me actually don't. matka nahi foda tha, ek un-intentional mistake tha.[tu mat soch is pe, u'll not get it. :P]
anyway..chill maaring to everything.
@jetru
yep. I am relaxed. it was just another impusive post. Well, I find it more comfortable or better say I concentrate better at night[in studies].
@ apurwa
.... but we cannot ignore it just by saying we did not study. why didn't we?. ..anyway forget it..this was the first step and it hardly matters.
congrats to you too. same pinch! :D
@raam pyaari
sahi hai. you're right.bas abhi abhi result over hue hain toh do teen dino tak thoda yeh sab front page par rahega...fir hum sab saath mein hasenge..:D
@ praveen
thats cool.
// Marks are just one such paramater to assess you.. Not the only!
good point.
Jo ho gaya so ho gaya.And 89% is much better(as I have already told you).
I know what pressure family and other people build around the person giving exam.And the exams are nothing....what matters most is the way you look at life.
Few my friends did not do well in their exams but now they are one of the most successful people, coz they had spirit to fight back and take things positively.
Congratulations again
Best of luck for your future.
vaise bhi u got 89 .. ab to einstein banne ke sare chances khatam ... muhahahaha ...
i win .. i win .. huh .. kitna easy comptition tha ..
newyz .. tc.
thanks a lot shaku man.haan meri spirit ko kuch nahi ho sakta, koi kuch kare toh my spirit[bhoot]will take care of things :P
keep shaking. :D
@ anuj
haha...fget it! hum itni aasaaani se haarne waale nahi. jeet hamari hi hogi.
-the furute einstein
*nerdy looks*:D
@ GS
thank you too. :)me partying, do join...open invitation. :P
@restless..
thankssss :D
hey thanks. :)
Darrn.. very late na? But its ok.. It makes you feel gooood that the celebrations are still ON :D \:D/
Don't bother about these sirs and all haan.. they can never get happy, just complain.. You're happy na.. thats all that matters :D
//"Sir: awww...yeh kaise ho gaya?"
Kehna tha na.. Sirjee, aapka daya drishti nahi thi hamare upar.. varna hum to himalaya chad aate :P Never mind.. my sense of humour sucks I know :| :P
Btw.. Abhi's your bro?? Real bro?? :O:O
Real nice encouraging words haan they were :)
Keep the celebrations on...
Take care,
Aarti