fresh start ...
Recently I had been orkutting too much and it looks like I am irregular in blogging. Well, I wrote a number of posts but they are still saved as draft.Too personal to be displayed here. In past few days I was in some resigned mood. There are a number of things in life which I want to UNDO, number of things I want to erase from memory. However its not that simple as pressing the delete button or clicking the undo icon! The harder I try to get rid of them the deeper it gets engraved!The human and computer memory!
Anyway, on brighter side , in fact on brightest side, I am in love with my city! I guess its absoultely right time when one can visit us. I mean one don't need summer camps[ okay. I know summer season is over] but to hell with the swimming pools of new patna club and hotel maurya etc.!The roads are perfect place for this. I mean you go out and just have a look, every street looks like another swimming pool! News says a number of people fell in manholes! Vehicles can hardly ply in certaing areas. ..and though a good number of fly overs are being constructed here in the city the negative aspect is all of them are being done simultaneouly..so damaged roads, water logging, slippery groud etc. I mean the sight in 2-3 years will be different I am sure. It will be different place 3-4 years hence but presently things have become so difficult to move out of house.
One more test to go. Few more days , life will be busy thereafter!Ummm.. I am looking forward to challenges ahead! Why do I keep saying so? I need to charge my self every now and then, certain things discourages me but I am an ambitious girl with big dreams and big goals. Challenges are interesting to take up and feels great when you get all kind of support. I mean I may not get what I am aiming for. I may not be what I dream of! ..but no loss in trying! Money always being the last concern, certain things I'd like to prove to certain people who actually prays hard for my failure[yes, there are! ..and I know some.].
All right, looks like my battery isn't working properly! Gets discharged every now and then. 7 o' clock and my sis is asleep. Now I am going to start committing untold attrocities on her. Kick her out of bed and have a fresh start of the day with another fight with her. Aha! thats refreshing! ;)
Anyway, on brighter side , in fact on brightest side, I am in love with my city! I guess its absoultely right time when one can visit us. I mean one don't need summer camps[ okay. I know summer season is over] but to hell with the swimming pools of new patna club and hotel maurya etc.!The roads are perfect place for this. I mean you go out and just have a look, every street looks like another swimming pool! News says a number of people fell in manholes! Vehicles can hardly ply in certaing areas. ..and though a good number of fly overs are being constructed here in the city the negative aspect is all of them are being done simultaneouly..so damaged roads, water logging, slippery groud etc. I mean the sight in 2-3 years will be different I am sure. It will be different place 3-4 years hence but presently things have become so difficult to move out of house.
One more test to go. Few more days , life will be busy thereafter!Ummm.. I am looking forward to challenges ahead! Why do I keep saying so? I need to charge my self every now and then, certain things discourages me but I am an ambitious girl with big dreams and big goals. Challenges are interesting to take up and feels great when you get all kind of support. I mean I may not get what I am aiming for. I may not be what I dream of! ..but no loss in trying! Money always being the last concern, certain things I'd like to prove to certain people who actually prays hard for my failure[yes, there are! ..and I know some.].
All right, looks like my battery isn't working properly! Gets discharged every now and then. 7 o' clock and my sis is asleep. Now I am going to start committing untold attrocities on her. Kick her out of bed and have a fresh start of the day with another fight with her. Aha! thats refreshing! ;)
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YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
There are a number of things in life which I want to UNDO, number of things I want to erase from memory.
Thts the only reason Im spending lot of time online these days...I need to erase part of ma memory and am running away from it too ...
think clearly abt ur goal and then get down to hard hard hard work!!!
there is no substitute for hard wqrk!!!
odr than that all of us here wish u well and thats going to negate the -ve feelings some ppl (as u say) have for u!
fikaar not--baduu singh ijj here!!!!!
kab tak rehne ka irada hai ji patna mein ..any plans, or still mooting?
I am really glad that I am not in the list of people you miss! Looks like you have given up on me too, for some unknown reasons.
Please be well.
Meri sahanubhuti uske saath hai.
Tu kitni Kathor hearted hai.
Mujhe bhi mere dad subah dhakke maar ke uthati hai. Miss days of Delhi when I was on my own.
me wastin a lot of time here & there .. nd theres no substitute to time waste :((
its gud to love challenges .. its gud to be hardworking .. its gud tht ur motivated .. bt hey dont u take it to d negative side of number line .. u shudnt be motivated to prove urself to others, jst to show ur metal to sombdy .. do it for urselves & all this will happen on its own ... thy wud be defeated automatically ..
Ur win is their defeat ..
nd u will win whn u will work hard for urselves ..
nd i knw ur a hardworking gal ..
I wonder if i was a hard working boy .. nd if i cud apply all this GYAN to my life .. bt u knw GYAN is for distribution & nt application .. bt dnt u think like tht .. d GYAN tht u receive r tips frm ppl who have faced life more thn u hav till nw .. they hav experienced wht u will in d future .. so u btr take some strng feedbcks & catch on to tht positive path ..
nd dnt let some Mavericks irritate u .. thts wht thy r meant to do .. jst give thm tht overlook attitude ..
nd hey hey .. whts tht feeling blue stuff .. bad bad .. keep up gal .. ur nt small nw .. damn !! u have passed 10 th stndrd .. u gotta be big .. so jst realxx gal .. dnt go too personal :p
phewwwwww
TC .
same here! :(( will 'camlin' rubber work?' I tried but failed! :((((
:P
//Thts the only reason Im spending lot of time online these days
same here.. :|
@ cujjin raam pyaari
feel good factor. :)
..and after all I have a big happy family here, so no fikar. :)
@jetru
ahem well..I WAS a bit astray. no more now and because now you pointed out this I presume my next post will be past midnight one. 'kyun point kiya?' X-(
:P
@ajit C.
Yupp..hui thi. Presently hot n humid weather.
-weather report'er'.
@Grain S.
//raining to pyaar aaya, otherwise to patna itna kabhi nahin bhaya! :P
theek hai...theek hai..thodi der ka 'pyaar' hai. ;)
waise aapke andar ki kala[kavi] ko main pehchan rahi hoon! :P
mooting? naa..decided hai. high school studies here itself.
@anon
ek aur agni pariksha. :O hey prabhu..asambhav hai!
@pradeep
//I am really glad that I am not in the list of people you miss!
these were the list of people I MISSED? why do you misinterpret things!
I am sorry if I hurt you...
@priya
LOOK who's saying. uski aawaz sun kar vibrate karne lagti ho..and you want her to be at your place. hazam nahi hua ma'm. ;)
//mujhe kaha bahut pareshaan hai aur yahan masti mein post daal rahi ho
masti mein? read the post again. :-w
@shake.
haha..ab kya karoon.upar wale ne special branded khathor dil banaya mera..so advantage toh lena hoga na!
@anuj.
okay. will not be giving long stupid weird sa feedback[to ur comment]. ..appreciabe gyan from my rival. Hmm..may be I have wrong approach/attitude.
PS: life mein pehli baar akal waali baat kahi! ;)
for last para.
ahem. gulped down.Big gal n me? fget it. :P
Wish our life had a delete or undo button too.. There would be no place for 'regret' & life could be sooo much easier :)
Don't believe how can some people manage to pray or wish for other's failures! Had they spent even half the time on hardwork, they'd be successful & not jealous!!! Don't worry.. am sure you have many many people out here who wish for your success & happiness :D
//"Kick her out of bed and have a fresh start of the day with another fight with her. Aha! thats refreshing! ;)"
Aawwww.. that was chooooooooo cute :)
Awesome post...
All the Best...
God Bless You :)
Take care,
Aarti
WEll one thing which confused me is "Money will b the last concern"??
kyun bhai
Aisa kya sis ko kick maarte hai subah subah !! :O :O
And yeah....good to know you wanna prove somethings....to others or to yourself...i have always found it the best motivator...and things might look a little hazy now...but with time and situations they clear out....
Take care !! and those 'certain ppl' have soo much time to waste !! what a shame !!!!
doosri gal... arre, chad punjabi yaar... lol
doosri bath ye hai ki tumhari ladayi mein main tumhara sath zaroor doonga. vo hum dononko bhool nahi sakthi.
Hahaha... vaise... more seriously, I came here to be your friend, if you can accept me so. Do let me know okay?
Cheers!
neveer told anything. hmmmmm...my fault was not able to make out from ur voice unless ven i read ur blog today. oye let me tell u one thing our city is a heaven on the earth coz its ours.honey this is no feel gud factor but a bright truth .dear i just want to tell u one thing LISTEN TO UR BRAINS NOT UR BLOODY SICK HEART. thats it and u'll soon fell elivated with power to guide ur soul. heheheehee.... too much to take up. are yaar abhi to its a beggining .aaage aaage dekh hota hai kya?
n btw. who is praying for ur failure? are jaan aaj kal logon ke pass khud ke liye time nahi to woh dusroon ke liye kahan se nikalenge.n remember 1 thing if there doing so then surely u hold an importance in there life. so buck up. n do write abt ur first day in +2 .sounding like a granny ??? chaal tere liye yahi sahi.
You stopped blogging Neha??? :O:O
Come back ya.. the blog world's missing you!!!
Take care,
Aarti
First time visitor..... :)
First of all...NICE TEMPLATE
I can't believe u are just in class XI !!! u write too well !!!
keep it up.... very nice posts.
take care
coloring scheme is really decent :-)
ver interesting read- i specially liked the template, did u get it from blogspot ?
Take care
duffer