todays review..

10:45 pm. I am all alone in my room. My sis is watching some movie. She is a happy fellow like any other worker because tommorrow is sunday.I haven't taken the dinner yet. Reason is so simple. I don't listen to mommmy and papa is out of station.

It was on the whole a very tiring day. I went out with mom for some shopping business. I have been pissing off my parents with my same usual demand. I want to learn guitar. mummy says no because she knows[she says so] that I'll take interest in it only for a day or two. She has some other reason to convince papa that soon I'll be joining coaching classes and school and whatever and then I won't be able to continue with guitar classes. Papa who at first had no objection to this now finds it better to be quiet on this. neither yes nor no.

I love playing musical instruments. I wanted to learn this violin but thought learning guitar was simpler. I tried to convince them by saying I need just one month class thereafter I'll manage by myself, through e-books on guitar.

Though I just talked to papa short while ago and I hope I'll convince the two. [fingers crossed]

On the whole it was a good day. We went out. One of our relatives visited us. I like meeting people and talking to them and making them realise how stupid I am. Two of my worried friends called up. They were worried because...



Now mom will throw away the dinner if I won't eat. Me going..eat+ let me see what stupid movie is my sister enjoying!Be right back.


I hate green vegetables! Achar rocks.It was some stupid movie. Stupid because I had not heard of the name before. Whatever. So, I was talking of my worried friends. None of them really intended to have those usual arbit talks. All of a sudden so serious? They have to say the only good school which is worthy and has some good reputation is St. Michaels. Else none. They have also to say, it appears that the whole patna is craving for the same school. hamara kya hoga? Well to some extent she was right. But at that time I couldn't give her any reply. I'll have to talk to my papa about this. Will it be better if I continue my high school studies out of the city or state? Decisions are yet to be taken. The other friend is confused. She has not yet been able to make out, what intersts her more, science or economics? How could I help her? I laid before her all my limited knowledge about the two fields and ultimately left it on her. After all she has to decide for herself. Making decisions are tough in life in every sphere.

Sometime back I was writing a diary. I have tried several times but failed to maintain a personal diary. To some extent, some, my blog comes to play. Anyway, I was writing a diary for silky. Difference in our birth dates is only of 20 days and this time none of us had gifted [birthday presents ]the either. We had decided we'll be writing a diary for each other..not full but few pages at least..with some flash back memories of school days. Of 10 years spent in SJC. I am badly missing my school and pals and campus and trees and playground and..thats it. No. not teachers[okay some] or principal. While writng it I recalled some absolutely funny incidents and many things. Chuckling and writing. ..I hope she'll like it. She is in dehradoon right now. I hope things are goin perfectly fine with her. She is too innocent[unlike+like me]. she has never been away from her family in all her life except for those 12 days of Bombay to goa trip of ours. Life away from home and family is a challenge. Nostalgia.I am myself inexperience in this case but can speak of this from my cousins' experience with whom I've been in constant touch.

Anyway..I can go on and on with my talks. I am feeling tired and drowsy. I'll go off to sleep. I saw the guitar in the market. I have spoken to papa. Now none can stop me.

I want some good result. I don't expect much because I don't think I did perfectly well in my examintaion. People on net says, these marks don't count. but here I have many other eyes fixed who are eagerly awaitng my results. Like all my relatives whom I last met before I was born, will call me up on the doomsday.

11:33. I am going to sleep. I guess she is enjoying the movie! I'll have to arrange this bed my self. difficult job :((

PS: i edited the other post because the person had objection..: