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12:45 am and I am not yet asleep. Cool breeze is blowing outside after the hot scorching day today. Artificial mediums do give comfort but natural cool breeze is always soothing! My grandpa is strictly against these mediums and has always been telling me to enjoy the breeze at terrace at least, if you cannot intake those fresh soothing air of a village, everytime he pays a visit.

My sis is asleep. Her school is reopening tommorrow. Now I am wondering what the hell am I going to do in her absence at home! I was sitting by my window and was very minutely trying to observe the ongoing fly over construction near my home. My sis came to me and ended up with her face very close to mine's with a weird expression. I looked back at her with my eyebrows raised. She went back and continued her work of covering the books. She came back again to me and gazed me with same expression and then again went back and continued the same job. Then all of a sudden she began to laugh! Now that was the limit. I had to ask.

"Have you gone mad?"

"me? I thought it's the case with you. I was wondering you've no intersting story to come up with. How can you be so silent!"

..and such are the funny acts with which everyone has to tease me.

I don't know but for the past one month around a guy who choose to call himself "rajiv" is after me like anything. I have declared hundred times I don't have any boyfriends and I've never talked to a guy face to face though I've met many. This guy is the limit. He makes following confessions when I dared to ask:

who's there?Kaun bol raha?

rajiv.

kaun rajiv.

yaad karo..

what rubbish is this?

yaad karo..hum mile the.

Hello? excuse me. kya kaam hai aapko?

kaam toh bahot hai..

..and the phone was banged.

I wonder such guys have nothing better to do. He knows my dad by his profession and these days he's not just calling at my place but to that of neighbour's looking for my father saying he cannot contact our place because the phones aren't working! Surprised and shocked. I am damn sure it's some local gunda doing all this rubbish. I wonder if it'll become a police case. Whatever, we are safe. Hopefully. Trust me life of a girl ain't easy in many respect.


Forget it. I am looking forward to meet some of cousins. My five year old cousin sis and a year old cousion brother will be paying a visit very soon. My cousin who had been preparing for her med-exams is also coming tommorrw.. err...today!I am eagerly looking forward to meet them. Small kids are the best company to be with. At least all that while I'll be a mute listener to their sweet conversations. They are just lovely.


My beloved friend silky will be very soon leaving for dehradoon for her senior secondry studies. I am still unable to take this up, how we are all parting away. Only a few days ago we were careless school going students and now it seems all are moving apne apne raste. I will miss you a lot yaar. I can bet I can never have a better friend as you've been. Stay in touch wherever you are! I know two more years and there would be a complete change of scenario. I fear if we'll meet with those formalities "hey, Hows life of yours?" condracting to presents informalities and carelessness and a loving and caring company! 10 years is not a small phase and friends like this will not be everywhere. There are some feelings which stays in your heart and you cannot express. At present I don't know but I am still wondering....but the crystal fails to forecast where life will take me!

Anyway I guess these days I am thinking too much! Life is beautiful I know. It's a suspense! I love it...

I haven't gone throgh what I've said above but-"keh diya, toh bas keh diya"!...and I must hope appu shouldn't wonder if I really do get time to think so much which is never reflected in my personality!

The song-"tu jahan" by sonu nigam of salam namaste is wonderful and right now winamp is playing the same.


It's 1:10, I guess I must go to sleep!..gnite...btw, breeze is wonderful!