..revolution :D

There three big problems with scorpions[provided you've minutest of belief in astrology].
1.Jealous
2.fanatacal
3.vindictive

Unfortunately,it's very true in my case. However hard I try I can't do away with these but yes I've suceeded much as far as the foremost point is concerned. As usual there aren't any happenings to blog about, so I thought this is the best time I can make use of to do some thinking about my own self.

Like everybody[ most probabably] there are two things I want :
1.To make everybody around me happy.
2.To be happy.

The latter is only possible if I suceed in the former. Again it's not possible unless and until you can keep or make everybody happy at the same time. So I thought I'll turn a bit selfish and will think of none other than myself and some close people whom I really care for. From this I don't mean I'll turn oblivious towards others but I can't spent kilo-calories of energy thinking about everybody. It's never reflected on my face but even the minutest of things hurts me a lot and according my disposition I'll end up having severe headache for a reason I am unaware of! So be happy, stay happy. There's nothing in your life that's more important than your own self which should really give you tensions and worries and consumes your time and enery ultimately giving no positive result.Whether I am trying to preach myself console myself or whatever I've no idea. This is the way I am and this the way I'll be. I am happy and you cannot hurt me. You cannot make me go the way you want. I'll do what I think is good for me with a little bit of guidance. I might sound selfish. I might sound rude. You cannot help it. Accept me as I am or you don't. I'll be happy ever and forever. I don't expect anything from you and so do you. :)


.... I guess enough of lecture to myself, but to do away with any tensions I simply walk to my mirror[not to confirm I've scary look ] and I talk to myself. It works. It has helped me a lot.

The present gap is the most torturing time for all of us. Everyone[10th ers] are pissed off like anything. Spending hours at pc, near the idiot box and doing things just to pass out time is as boring as hell could be! For me to utilize time in constructive work is as difficult as to solve the kashmir problem. Nevertheless you can try. So I thought I am going to bring out some revolution in myself otherwise I'll fall in some serious trouble in near future.

1. To talk sense and stop my non sense.

The Bihar's government has changed, Indian cricket team is winning matches, fly overs and traffic lights are being put up here at Patna, Manmohan singh has started giving speech without the reference written paper but I am same blabber since past 16 years. Nevermind people do change and so will I. keep trying.

2. To read books and novels.

I am as impatient as ...well...myself. Though I must confess I got some good advice by him on his post, When I start reading any stuff my superactive mind starts running 10 steps ahead. Even before the writer will introduce the mystry my brain starts looking for the soultion! I can't help it. Till date I've only read two books and that of none other than "hardy boys" only because my sis had challenged me that I can't do it. These days I'm reading da-vinci code.Thanks to him. It's a good book but I am sure I'll complete it on the very day India will be declared a developed nation.

3. To control my emotions.

This is the second point about scorpions I mentioned above. I get over enthusiastic about anything. Either too happy or too depressed. Like extremists and unlike moderates I have extremes of nature. I'll try to keep my cool.

4. Cut of the online visting hours to just an hour or two per day.

Can mallika start wearning salwar suits? Can Indian hockey team win matches? Can Indian soccer team win the soccer world cup? Can atal Bihari vajpayee ji give speeches without a single pause, in one breath?.....so what? nothing is impossible. I'll try this out. :D


5. I'll not watch cricket match.

You think I've gone mad? Well you don't have to, I am since birth. Now since four points weren't looking good to end up with I thought of making it to five. So, don't you dare think I am going to stop watching cricket matches. :D



...so there are two kinds of people on this earth. One who just makes plans and the other who makes them and follow them. Like anybody I'd like to fall in the latter category so wish me luck. :D


Now because I cannot always make everybody happy by putting up another crazy stuff I thought to turn out a bit selfish and to write a crazy stuff for myself! :P

now I am too lazy to reread my post and edit..so pardon me for the mishtooks..