Midnight Blabber

I tried for two hours to get some sleep. I couldn't. So here I am, again.

I have never been sure about anything in my life, ever. Except, one thing. One person to be precise. Who I want to spend my life with!  Sometimes I am amazed at his patience. How can he be just so calm when I am at my worst!  Oh yes, I can be really difficult at times!

When I was in school, I was one studious, sincere and a quiet girl until THE DAY.  I was suspended for infinite duration in DAV!

I did not like DAV at all. Convent was too good to be true in Patna. DAV was worst, with horrible teachers! The way they would beat the shit out students(boys mainly) in 11th and 12th as if they were animals, disturbed me. When I confronted the teacher, I was dragged out of the assembly in front of the school and was threatened that I would be given a 'F' to which I replied "sure, go ahead!" :O  I was fearless. I have no idea where those guts came from. I continued my confrontation. I was challenged that my career would be ruined and I silently swore "try me"! I was not feeling humiliated at all in front of hundreds of students.

The only thing that was good about DAV was this boy, I had a crush on. That moment when I was confronting the teacher, I was more worried about what would he think! Haha! Yes, that was my concern. Well anyway, everything happens for a reason. After that incident, he approached me and said "I am with you"! Wow! did my crush just notice me? I was proud of myself until I went home and broke this news of suspension. My dad was speechless. What have I raised! Poor him. He supported me anyway. It isn't really bad when your dad stands by you.

Three years after I left the school, I heard the news that a student died of beatings! The teacher was arrested, the principle eloped. The school was shut down! Wow, I spent two years of my life in such school?

Anyway, my crush is my 10 year old bf now. I mean not like 10 year old kid. We are dating since 10 years! I was attracted to him because I thought he is the most handsome guy in school. I fell in love with him when I got to know him and his beautiful soul. Soon I will break this news about him to my parents. My dad knew it the day I was born, his life with me is going to be a bumpy one. I can never let it be smooth for him. haha!  I am sure they will approve of him and will be fond of him!

Coming up: When I met with a major accident on a bus Mangalore-Bangalore whose driver died. I saw blood, shaken passengers, cries. Oh yes, I have lived one heck of adventurous life so far!

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