Rough day..
Alright. So a lot has been happening in my life off-late! I got an admit(unexpectedly) from UCSD. One of the best college in the world. Delighted. I have so many people to thank to. I will not list out their names but everyone made a difference- whether big or small. I am glad I belong to such a milieu.
Well, I am blurting out here which means either it was an excellent day or a rough day. Rough day today! People say I am a very emotional person and take things to heart. I am advised to stay practical. Difficult.
I do not make many friends. I choose few and cherish them for lifetime. I think I possess all the traits of a Scorpion. I had a huge brawl with one my teacher at school because she came and hit me saying 'Don't talk", in the assembly when entire school was involved in some kind of discussion. I raised my voice : "A student in 11th standard should not be hit. My parents never raised their hands to hit me". I was humiliated and my response humiliated her. I had seen how boys would get slapped by her husband(who happened to be teacher again) like animals.
[Just to be noted after 5 years I read in newspaper a boy died in the school because of one of the teacher who relentlessly hit the student. The teacher happened to be her husband].
Anyway,she threatened me that she will ensure that I get flunked in her subject. I snapped: "Why not, take me to the principal. I will convey this". I was even told "Don't mess with me, I will spoil your entire career". I was suspended for infinite duration. Having always been the quiet and a smiling girl, nobody in my school had anticipated my reaction. The school formed two groups, in support and against me. Support because nobody could stand her and they knew I was right. Against because they thought a student should respect teacher. Never in my life I have disrespected a person-> who deserve it. I remember every bit of it. Still. It was the worst phase of my life, and then I met Akshay. He came up to me saying I believe you and I am with you. Though my father was not happy about it, he stood by me. ?I got all the strength. I had decided that day: "One day I will go back to her and thank her, look you wanted to ruin my career and you gave me a motivation to be the best!" I believe I am good. That's it.
Oh yes. I say what I feel, be it good or bad, I cannot pretend..
I have a terrible headache. Blogging isn't helping me.. will try to resume @ night.
Well, I am blurting out here which means either it was an excellent day or a rough day. Rough day today! People say I am a very emotional person and take things to heart. I am advised to stay practical. Difficult.
I do not make many friends. I choose few and cherish them for lifetime. I think I possess all the traits of a Scorpion. I had a huge brawl with one my teacher at school because she came and hit me saying 'Don't talk", in the assembly when entire school was involved in some kind of discussion. I raised my voice : "A student in 11th standard should not be hit. My parents never raised their hands to hit me". I was humiliated and my response humiliated her. I had seen how boys would get slapped by her husband(who happened to be teacher again) like animals.
[Just to be noted after 5 years I read in newspaper a boy died in the school because of one of the teacher who relentlessly hit the student. The teacher happened to be her husband].
Anyway,she threatened me that she will ensure that I get flunked in her subject. I snapped: "Why not, take me to the principal. I will convey this". I was even told "Don't mess with me, I will spoil your entire career". I was suspended for infinite duration. Having always been the quiet and a smiling girl, nobody in my school had anticipated my reaction. The school formed two groups, in support and against me. Support because nobody could stand her and they knew I was right. Against because they thought a student should respect teacher. Never in my life I have disrespected a person-> who deserve it. I remember every bit of it. Still. It was the worst phase of my life, and then I met Akshay. He came up to me saying I believe you and I am with you. Though my father was not happy about it, he stood by me. ?I got all the strength. I had decided that day: "One day I will go back to her and thank her, look you wanted to ruin my career and you gave me a motivation to be the best!" I believe I am good. That's it.
Oh yes. I say what I feel, be it good or bad, I cannot pretend..
I have a terrible headache. Blogging isn't helping me.. will try to resume @ night.
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