aaaarrrrghhhhh!

Hello world! I am in an inevitable state of mind. Life is pretty challenging. No, not because I have piles of things to be concerned about-transcripts, application, SOP, LOR, Bank statement. I can get them done. Not even because there was some tension at home. It is resolved . My personal life is screwed. What do I want to do? Go out on a trip all alone. With nobody around. No human company! Its an ugly world out there. Or perhaps my heart is not pure enough to visualize the beauty of the world.

So to get the frustration out of my mind, I though blabbering here might help. You know what? Stay single! Chase your dreams. Do what you like! Be proud of yourself. Never let yourself down in your own eyes. Maintain your self respect! Respect yourself, the world will respect you. Be strong. People judge you? Let them. They have no clue what you have been through.

So forget everything. Don't let your heart rule you. Listen to your mind. It is smart. It knows and always tells you the right thing! Whoa. I hope I am not so mercurial. Whatever it is, I love the mercurial me! I don't care if others don't.  

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Manju said…
Alas for those that never sing, but die with all their music in them.
So Sing, live, feel the music out der :)
20/10/14 9:32 PM
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