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Okay I am really pissed of with myself. I actually do not understand, why I am not able to update my blog. I mean I have opened the page some 10 times, drafted 4 and deleted rest. Enough of this shit. I am posting whatever is occuring to me. 

With every passing day you you learn a lot of things. I figured out that one must not solely rely on anyone for his happiness. I mean it is your life. Do whatever you get pleasure in. Of course, do not end up hurting anyone around. But then why hurt yourself, for anybody else? Everybody have their priority in lives. Set yours and move on. Being ambitious is good, but if you place your loved one in the same priority index as your work, if not top then you  really are an amazing personality and an adorable one. 

Things change. Nothing is constant. Beauty fades. But you discover new things.If talking to few people cheer you up. Chat. How does it matter if others despise them. Do not worry about being judged. Life is too short for that. These are few of the things that pull you back. Never ! Never fall back. Rise and chase your dreams. Do things for your happiness. If it makes you selfish in the eyes of others then be it. 

I am amazed how wonderful parents I have got. Not that others haven't but when I look around I feel so. I have all the liberty of life. I can do everything I want, I just have to know my limits which of course I do! They never impose things on me. We (me and sis) are free birds. All the decision we take is totally ours. Of course they guide us when we are clueless and pick us up everytime we fall. But they let us explore. I have seen people who would go out complaining "I am not allowed to do this. I cannot take up this career.. blah blah. seriosusly? " May be I am too rude but I don't understand. I don't at all... 

.. to be continued

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